└ Tags: a month, a very real thing, a young boy, abdominal cramping, about the subject, accosted, accosted my fiancé, acquired on family vacation, addiction to comics, after offering help, after they, against, age of the earth, airplane, airplane diagram, all call me, all just something, although it isn't, an actual whip, an enemy, ancient creature, and a, and dozer, and I kept, and I was, and sister, and they told her, another week, anxiety cloud, any time the panic attack, anytime soon, art, Art Direction, artist, artists', artwork, as if, as something real, as though I'd disappeared, asked the teacher, assessing, at something, at the time, attack, attacks, attacks of fear, authentic, autobio, autobiographical, autobiography, award, Awesome, back to california, back to sleep, backaches, be with her family, begged for, being a nerd, being able to calm and feed her, best graphic novel, best graphic novel ever, beyond me, big don't, black and white, blinking steadily, braided rope, breathing smoke, bringing food, broken chicken bone, brought them, brought to me, buried, by a situation, by the end, by the mailboxes, by the time, c.k. dexter haven, California, call him indy, calm down, calming down, canceling plans, cartooning, cartoonist, cartoony, cause symptoms of, chapel, chapter four, chest pain, Classroom, click, coated the post, cold night sky, come in, Comic, comic book, comic book artist, Comic Books, comic strip, comics, comics changed my life, comix, commit suicide, communion cups, community, content, continuing with vigilance, conversation, conviction, convulsing and drooling, cover both of our expenses, crack!, creator owned, crowd scene, crumbling, culminating, custom type, cutaway, dark, dark cloud, day off of school, deal made, deal with panic attacks, Deathly afraid, debilitating, decided to hang out, defeat it, depression, described them in vivid detail, Design, desperate for help, did this to confirm, Different, difficulty, difficulty making friends, dinosaur fossils, discarded, discovered, dizziness, dogs, don't dismiss, don't go yet, don't tell, doubling down, drawing error, dressing up, dry mouth, during recess, during tribulation, each student, early mention, easy to live down, either, ensnaring, entire class, entire class to join, eventually overcame them, everything, excavated, exit, expedition, experience, experience massive chest pain, extended, eyes, eyes wide, faces, Failed Suicide, fake leather, falling, fame and fortune, family, fear, fear of disaster, fear people have, feared, fears, fedora, feel better, feel out of control, feeling, feeling of losing control, feels as though, feels like the oncoming of a heart attack, Felt, felt like, festered, finally, finance's discernibly, find their favorite, first date, fits of self-hatred, flashed, flew in, fly in, fog, followed my fathers death, food, for christmas, for the Entirety, for treating her well, forehead, fossil, fossilized remains, frail body, Freelance Illustration, freight train, frightening, from, from panic disorder, from the ceiling, from the dark cloud, Full Page, full sabre-toothed tiger skeleton, get my fiancé back, get to know, give an activity, going to, gone invisible, good partner, graphic design, graphic novel, had decided, hadn't, hadn't helped, hadn't tried, half of the year, hand holding, Hand Lettering, hands, having, having it, having to live, heavily, help find, helped push it along, helpless, her mom, her mother, her mouth jittering, her sister, her to calm down, hey indy, honestly didn't know what to do, honey, hot flashes, how to deal with someone having a panic attack, Humor, I can't make the gallery show, I couldn't provide, i decided I was going to stop having them, I did the bare minimum, I don't, I fell in love., I felt jealous, I had, I had actually, I had shared, I hadn't, I haven't, I learned, I not only, I packed, I read, I read advice about, I read everything I could find, i remember, I studied, I totally love his work, I was no longer, I would tell myself, I'll be okay, I'm here, I'm not, ice, if you put your mind to it, illogical, in a relationship with someone suffering, in doing so, in it's clutches, in my heart, in my initial reaction, in reading more about it, in urine, indiana jones, indiana jones hat, indie, indigenous, indy, ink, inner voice, insisting, instructing, invited, is the only, it looked, It was exhausting, it was like I didn't exist, It'll okay, it's a post, It's a Terrible Life, it's clutches, it's not a physical problem, It's okay, jacket, joined me, joke, josh, Josh Kemble, joshua, Joshua Kemble, joshuakemble.com, just left, just so many other things, k, kemble, kids, kinship, la brea tar pits, last several minutes, lasted, later, left to go back, left with our, lifeless, like, little money, living as, living in a fantasy world, long night, loss of control, lost to me forever, love, ma ma, made a good friend, made for me, Mai Kemble, mailboxes, make the, marking each cup, medical help, memory, mental illness, mervyn's, Missed, mom, more projects, more stress than the brain can handle, most mental anguish, mostly stuck, mother, mouth, move to breathing, much to do, muscles of the neck, my classmates, my costume, my difficulties, my fiancé, my own comics, nagging, nausea, needed to, neil gaiman, neon sign, no car, no luggage, no one cares, no smoking, no true danger, no warning, not life threatening, nothing, nothing was wrong, of fourth grade, of me, of the attack, of the sandbox, old, on a plaque, on comic, on the night, on their own, once, online, or chills, or going crazy, or our apartment, or us, our apartment, out of the blue, overcoming the depression, packed up, page 44, palpitations, panic, panic attack, panic attacks, panic disorder, panic disorders, part of our, passed, peeing, Pen, pen and ink, persistence, person, pilots' jacket, plane, playground, Polynothing, Portland, portland old town sign, portland oregon sign, portland sign, present, pretended, priceless discovery, properly, Pug, pugs, putting in weeks of work, Quarterly Stories, quarterly stories.com, quarterlystories, quickly as I could, quiet area, rapid over-breathing, rather violent, real, reality, really thought, reassurance, reassuring but firm, received, refusing to give in, remaining bones, resented her, resenting her, resentment and anger, rested her head, revealing, rumble, saber toothed tiger, saber-toothed, sabre-toothed tiger, sad eyes, samples, sand pit, sandbox, school, seemed unusual, seemingly billowing, self portrait, self reliance, self-harm, selling your comics, she could mentally shut off, she just laid there, she needed, she opened up, she went, show and tell, since she had mentioned, skepticism of her disorder, slightly maddening, slipped an ice cube, slowly spread, smoke, snap out of it, snorting pug, snow, snowing, snuck into, so that I could assist in any way, soar, soil samples, some ice cubes, sorry, sound, speak to her, splatter, spot to claim, standing above, staring in fear, started, staying rational, stood by offering, Stop, straight, straining to make, Strip, struggle, stuff, sucked the ice, sudden and repeated, suddenly I was in a situation, suffered from severe panic attacks, suffering, suggestion columns, suicide, suicide game, suicide note, sunday comics, sunday funnies, swabbed, swallowing, Swoosh, teacher, thank you, that I should, that keeps, that night, that stood out, that they were, that was the night, the attack wont simply end once you've calmed down, the better side of me, the cause, the cloud, the depression cloud, the dig site, the following week, the panic, the panic attack, The Stakes, the thing, the way, the whole thing, the worst side of me, their wrinkled, theme, then remove the cause, then work, there just wasn't, these attacks, they were, they're out of control, this good night, this was, those around you, Three weeks into it, through my soul, tiger, tigers tooth, tightening up the muscles, time, tingling fingers, to be fair, to deal, to distract, to drawing, to have, to help, to kick in, to move away, to say, to southern california, to the doctor, to try to determine, toes, tooth, totally amazing, traveled, treating it, trembling, tremoring hands, triggered, try saying, try to help, trying to figure out what exactly I could do, two minutes, Two Stories, two sure things in life, two weeks, unable to bear it, unable to move, unable to stop shaking, underground, unexpected, unfortunately, using, usually brought on, usually followed, visible enough, wait, walk away, wanted other kids, warm towel, was one, was over, was still having to work, wasn't, wasn't comfortable, wasn't entirely, wasn't exactly, water, way to help, we went, wearing a fedora, webcomic, went with them, what, What I discovered, what methods work when, what turned out, whatever is going on, when her mother, when I couldn't, when I remembered, when I was, when the onset, where I read, where to dig, where's your hat, which can, which I did, which way, whip, who could deal, with an attack, with my hands, with my words, with other kids, with the thought, within sight, without need, woman falling, woman sleeping, work, workload, worse, would have been, write off, Writing, you are crazy, you are not in control of the situation, you can get over, you have lost your marbles, you need eat, you will die, you're going crazy
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