An airplane diagram style breakdown of what it’s like to have a panic attack, a bit further into the story, and closer to this chapters conclusion!
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it's clutches, it's not a physical problem, It's okay, joke, josh, Josh Kemble, joshua, Joshua Kemble, joshuakemble.com, just so many other things, k, kemble, kinship, last several minutes, lasted, later, lifeless, like, long night, loss of control, lost to me forever, love, ma ma, Mai Kemble, medical help, memory, mental illness, Missed, more projects, more stress than the brain can handle, most mental anguish, mother, mouth, much to do, muscles of the neck, my fiancé, nausea, needed to, neil gaiman, neon sign, no luggage, no one cares, no smoking, no true danger, no warning, not life threatening, nothing, nothing was wrong, old, on the night, on their own, once, online, or chills, or going crazy, or our apartment, or us, our apartment, out of the blue, overcoming the depression, page 44, palpitations, panic, panic attack, panic attacks, panic disorder, panic disorders, part of our, Pen, pen and ink, persistence, person, Polynothing, Portland, portland old town sign, portland oregon sign, portland sign, putting in weeks of work, Quarterly Stories, quarterly stories.com, quarterlystories, quickly as I could, rapid over-breathing, reality, really thought, reassurance, refusing to give in, resented her, resentment and anger, rested her head, rumble, sad eyes, seemingly billowing, self portrait, self reliance, self-harm, selling your comics, she could mentally shut off, she just laid there, she needed, she opened up, since she had mentioned, skepticism of her disorder, slightly maddening, slipped an ice cube, slowly spread, smoke, snap out of it, snuck into, so that I could assist in any way, some ice cubes, sorry, sound, splatter, staring in fear, started, staying rational, Stop, straight, straining to make, Strip, struggle, sucked the ice, sudden and repeated, suddenly I was in a situation, suffered from severe panic attacks, suffering, suggestion columns, suicide, suicide game, suicide note, sunday comics, sunday funnies, swabbed, swallowing, thank you, that keeps, 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is going on, when I couldn't, when I remembered, when the onset, which way, within sight, without need, woman falling, woman sleeping, work, workload, Writing, you are crazy, you are not in control of the situation, you can get over, you have lost your marbles, you need eat, you will die, you're going crazy
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